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[12 Sep 2006|01:55am]
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Create your own! Originally Written By ga_woo, Hosted and ReWritten by darkman424
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[04 May 2005|02:01am]


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[03 Mar 2005|11:16pm]

How much of a lesbian are you?
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yeah i hate this term but i coulda did worse and got trendy bisexual...yuck
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[03 Mar 2005|01:03am]
[ mood | "pushing you away" ]

i decided i needed the words in here cuz the song makes me so happy and i had no idea really what they were saying....but i like i like

pantera-cemetery gatesCollapse )

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[01 Mar 2005|10:33pm]

How evil are you?
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lonely night screams [26 Feb 2005|12:14am]
[ mood | nothing new duh... ]

realms of fire
calms of infinite dreams
risk your faith on nothing
it only fades when you neglect it
fake the feeling its all i talk about anyways
wronged and forgotten
does it matter if they dont
cuz i dont forget unless i see it fit
unfortunately you seem to stay in my heart
so its obvious you just seem to belong there
so i fight it no more
i give in
and you seem to be comfortable there
versatile and ramp-id
i delete the smell of your bodily fluids
the taste so sweet so sour
its a vision i see sometimes,
you inside me like you belong
and you did
but the slut deserves you no more
she dont got anything in her body worth loving
except the life in which she destroyed
i guess what i need to say is ill be back
the sky is naturally blue
not this black.

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so cold/so hot [25 Feb 2005|12:28am]
got my temperature rising like up so high
i feel my body wish for a lust like fantasy
feeling the groove
im lingering and loathing
so cold so hot
finger licking good
yeah well i aint had nothing like that in a while
gotta let it rest for the body to replentish
need to make a good vibe out of this hatred im filling my head with
knife the bitch
cut the bitch
kill the bitch
what for?
like the blade
the blade dont touch this no more
but it hurts the same to not blade the pain away
im feeling kinda empty
feeling kinda cold
i get so hot when i feel fingers trace the softest spot i got
but i restain myself
cold and hot
bitch i told you something different
get it right
this aint shit tonight
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new verses [23 Feb 2005|11:40pm]
new rhymes/new cuts bleeding eagerly
shut the shutters/crawl out of the gutter
my face got lost under the mask i hide beneath
up front you cant tell im lost way back
no real new lines just a repeat of last time
the slut lost focus and hasent slept into new skin in a while
losing her touch she loses her mind
and now nothings left
shes lost all feeling
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road to nowhere but home [23 Feb 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

escape run away
look past my shadow and ease my pain away
though you cant,you never really could
for all the days i spend lingering in regret
but i wont stop to pause and keep living a lie
im broken and i dont expect to feel any better
you got my heart on hold
but my bodies being sold
the visions i got are enough to keep me up every night
i wont die alone
it hurts because i see i might
your away living a new fucking life
im left outside your window and it hurts though im numb to the cold
breathe in the cold
feel the heat that holds you in the cold
with no real reason to find warmth somewhere else
i dont want to die
but i dont want to live
i wont give up, i never have

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tormented/ no name [20 Feb 2005|09:47pm]
self hate,beyond
currupted,self denial
curtosies,sweet thank you's and please
just to get you on your hands or knee's
free fall flinging,till your about as used as used can be
the breaking,the broken
jaws clench down,and then its time
beat out the demon,the demons lay seeds
taking all she had,she found herself laying in the arms of sleep
though she wasent sleeping or dreaming
she was being torn apart,
the torment was not even close to the end

~~~put me in the hospital,make me alive
let me fully create the lie into something simular to myself
so i feel less fake
i die so much, i cant understand if your alive or just a figment of my imagination
this bitch makes up words to match her uglieness
i dont scare easily
and im not about to start
lies i put behind me
now i see your self esteem might pretend to be high
but your lost in the shadow of the sluts that hold your lifes lie together
attack try to fight
maybe your baby wont live to see a new kinda light
i dont care cuz your ugly not just inside~~~
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the real shit. [18 Feb 2005|02:57am]
[ mood | i am not a soldier of yours... ]

i cant always be honest
i am not fake
i dont like people anymore
evil haunts not only me but you
to the core
though you mainly dont exist
i want to betray you
the way you deserve
paint the world full of every pain
i get nowhere trying to care
though no one see's my soul all the way
i must consider dying the only way
never a dull moment of peace
except when someone is fucking me
i wanna be raped by you my lovely satan in red
draped in death like qualities
i want you to take full advantage of me
take my heart and heat it with your awful hell fires
the first and the last
alpha and omega
i want to continue to fight
this wont be my only fight song
i dont give up
i give in to temptation
thats why you stay around
lingering in corners you hide
to tempt me to sin
im sinning now
making you a second personality of mine
i got about 9
my luckiest number was never 666
more like 18
so many things add up
versus the spelling i do fine
give me gotta get mine
the toy soldiers you create,do they have as much soul as me?
or do you corrupt and delete anything leaning towards soul?
so many questions so little time

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